illusion of safety

Here’s a summary of my weekend: aeon la frashae, living room, and heffalump.

There are silent pictures
hanging on the wall
abstract and undefined
blank, but understood nevertheless

These hands are still writing with ink
smearing love on papers
stories of ambiguities
and pages of forewords and conclusions

I can’t tell
where I could finally rest and stop
or if I have ever begun at all
but someone’s dying out there and I cannot let it go

Seeing nothing
believing heaven would descend

Being unique is not necessarily about putting an emphasis on being different. It’s not something to be planned either. It has to come from within, spontaneous, ideas that do not need to be altered much. Uniqueness is there because you are creatively different. Not because you have to be different, not because you want to be different. It’s just there.

So yea, the cards were dealt against us, but we made it through We’re probably gonna have another performance for the Indonesian Independence Day, so if you missed us sucking, hey, here goes another chance!

Can’t wait till Glitz!

And Copeland’s coffee is amazing HAHA

Okay, so Kim, Nobi, and I are gonna play at this cafe. Wings Cafe, I believe. In some place I’ve never been to. We’re gonna play a bunch of acoustic songs, so if anyone is reading this (however you came here, most probably through a porn spam email or 404 page) come and see me sucking FOR FREE! What else could you ask for?!?

Prospective groupies may register now. Audition is going to be held tomorrow after the show.

DAMN since when has this blog turned freaking emo1?!?!?!?!??!?! MAAAAAAAAN LET’S STOP NOW BEFORE IT’S TOO LATE!!!!

Elski, Ivan and I finally had our breaking practice again today (okay, so it was only me and noelle, ivan was sitting around). It’s been awhile and it was fun, but it was tiring as hell. We practiced in the multipurpose hall in the clubhouse and apparently the place had no AC, only fans, and they weren’t good enough for the air circulation. It was hot. We were hot. Ha ha. That was not funny. But it’s true the place was too hot, and I’m familiar with the technical details of why, but I’m not gonna elaborate. And I just fucking wasted a couple of minutes and lines for this junk about a hot room.

ANYWAYS, college has started, things are picking up academically, but for some reason my laziness is acting up. Shit. I mean I’ve taken care of stuff in order, but those extra miles I usually do… they’re kinda neglected.

Come on you lazy ass bitch, do something!

This is my last semester, and I’m really happy I actually made it through all these years (with bruises, of course, just so I could look hardcore), but there are several things that are knockin on my mind about this last semester. If things go as planned, the semester should only last for 3.5 months, but I’m pretty sure given the uncertain nature of interior design, it’ll take a bit longer. And if I do make it through, I’m gonna really appreciate the extra time. Which only means I’m gonna have more time to spend with you…

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WAIT WAIT!!1 OKAY HOLD THE FUCK DOWN, LET’S NOT GET EMO AGAIN SHALL WE!!!

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Silence…

…you’re really beautiful, I wish you’d be in my dreams too.

Today I realize how amazing it is to play music without boundary, while thinking about assignment, having fun laugh in a car with a bunch of kickass friends, and waiting for the 1.5 years to go. I hope 1.5 years translate to 1 week. Shit I really hope so, but with my unbelievably shy nature, it could translate to 3 years. Fuck!

If no one gets what I’m saying above, don’t worry about it, this is one of those random shit I write heheheheheh BUT I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAAAAAAAAAAND!!!!!

It must’ve been this new set of speakers!

Ah… so this is how it feels to be “okay” Been a while eh!