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Is this the future of yesterday?

What I need, what I truly need is a motivation sparked by something to look forward to. Moving forward is kinda hard to do when these feet are laying dead on the floor. I know my destination, I know where to aim… sorta. I aim at the vague bull’s eye that bleeds its red to things that don’t matter. I’m rambling at 00:42 AM and I have to wake up at 6 today again. Life by the machine, going in a cycle of progress, though I’ve gotta admit this isn’t really a bad one.

Life’s been ok, I guess. I just really miss hanging out with the crazy nuts :) I miss sharing my mouth and ears with Kim and Citra, I miss making fun of people with Edwin and Abi. I miss Transplantic Acid Fluid. I miss playing the guitar until the sun rises up and talk about life’s complex carbohydrates with the people who don’t care about it. I even miss my knighthood of Helenasia. And that’s just for the people in Malaysia, don’t let me ramble on about how much I miss Rami, Paul, and all the great nutcases of Jeddah. I miss Bekasi too. And most of all, I miss my family.

Is this a phase?

‘Be strong’ has raised the bar up.

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7 Responses to “Is this the future of yesterday?”

  1. Helenasia Says:
    March 8th, 2006 at 6:05 pm

    Babe, I miss ya too:) Helenasia has become a dark and evil place full of hurt and despair… I don’t like it. Lets fix it!

  2. Kamil Says:
    March 10th, 2006 at 5:10 am

    Miss you too Helen :) Yes damnit we shall keep Helenasia running! There’s only one question: how?

  3. Helenasia Says:
    March 11th, 2006 at 7:38 pm

    OK, we need to have a meeting…the people of Helenasia must unite… And drink the national drink of Helenasia (absolute tequila) and also the holy drink (JD)… Arg I just need to get one day off work…for the hangover…hmmmm

  4. Helenasia Says:
    March 11th, 2006 at 7:39 pm

    Oh no I just realised the urgency of the matter. Maybe we should have an informal meeting by the clubhouse to discuss tactics…

  5. Kamil Says:
    March 13th, 2006 at 6:33 am

    Yyyyyep we’ve gotta get together and plan for the ultimate destruction! :D

  6. Helenasia Says:
    March 13th, 2006 at 6:43 pm

    I am going to make a documentary about Helenasia… Its gonna be called Finding Helenasia… Howzat sound for a start to our world domination???

  7. Kamil Says:
    March 14th, 2006 at 4:01 am

    HAHAHAHAHAHAHA Finding Helenasia!!!! Sounds good. I’m sure the world will be captive once they see the first minute of the documentary, since it will show what we do in Helenasia ;)

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