Another year of hope
Well… I’m back to this unbelievably hot place, Cyberjaya. Shit I’m so sick of this bs, it’s such a contrast to Bekasi. I came here 2 nights ago, and it was (as funny as it may sound) like a culture shock to see how SILENT and DEAD this place is. It’s so comparable because just the day before, me and some of the most fun people on earth were out going nuts in Jakarta, seeing animals (!!), eating at warteg, messing up with dragqueens (!!!!), all on motorbikes. It was so awesome. And to top off the night, we had a band session and a little late night get together (we’ve actually been together since 8 o’clock in the morning, but what the hell.. another 4 hours wouldn’t hurt). Anyways, I should stop complaining, cus in the end I would still have to go through this.
I have so many things I wanna do this year, but I don’t think I can (and shouldn’t) do them all. I know myself with my confusion of priorities. So yea, about priorities… on top, what we have here ladies and gentlemen, is to do good with my internship, come out in one piece, and continue on to the final sem here so I can get the fuck outta this place and move somewhere else. Reminder: NOT that I hate this place, some wonderful people live here, but I’ve finally found the good stuff in interior design 
yipeekaiyay motherfucker. Ah yes, who would’ve thought?
Magic? Well, it’s not apparent that EVERY SINGLE TIME (with the exception of winter 2004) I went for vacation in Jakarta, I SORTA neglected magic and its siblings (flourishes, whatnot). It’s always like that: started out good, and by the end of the vacation, my mind’s pretty much out of the god damn thing. And what in the world could replace the position of beautiful magic? You fucking guessed it: HARDCOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRREEEE!!! Or music, your pick. But yea, I’m not ashamed to say it but I guess now I found emo to be KINDA alright. Several bands do have some good sound. I’m so in love with Saosin right now (don’t throw that shoe at me, I know they’re not hardcore, but uhm they’re good). Hardcore wise, I’m pretty much stuck with the same old stuff. Bane, Hatebreed, Bleeding Through, etc the stuff that’s fun to listen and to mosh to.
I REALLY wanna start a proper band here. I know some of my friends would be a part of this, so what we need would be another guitarist AND a vocalist. We’ll play hardcore metal like there’s no tomorrow. Ah yes… the beautiful and the sublime moshpit.
Anyhoo, I’m sure there’s more to type, but it happens again. My mind turns blank. Hahahaha well, that was the rant of the day which can be summarized into 4 points:
1. Bekasi was great. Could be better (what couldn’t be?), but it was amazing nonetheless.
2. Interior design is becoming more fun and fun. Hopefully I could use this time wisely to be good in college.
3. I wanna start a band.
4. I love magic, but well… as much as I love you man, there’s time and place for everything.
That’s all!
ps. I’m fine and dandy, if you’re reading
