illusion of safety

I’ve made my bet, no?
have smiled with the knife embedded to your riffle
i’ve also scavenged for the gold covered in trash

I got off my bicycle
i’m walking for you, so that
you won’t be tired and exhausted
so that you’d still be able to write

but honey,
why did you shut my mouth and stab my stomach?
i love you,
i let every rape you’ve had with me

but don’t shut my smile for you

my love for you, and
the sustainability of your beautiful life
needs my breath

I’ll kiss you later by the castle
my drying sweat, my depleted
blood.
would it be okay?
oh, i could still carry you

I just dream for us to be in the castle
so, honey…

Would you not shut my smile for you, please?

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What I’d do for the reigning Queen of Helenasia. I should win your honor to be a knight (and only knight).

For some reason they don’t translate well to English hahahahah.

ps. Coincidently, the title is "Me and My Country"

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